Fruitful delight~

Konbanwa mina-san~!

So the last post I made was kinda bewildering, well to me it was. I've decided to leave my future up to the person that gave birth to me. I am certain that she will make the right decisions. It might seem as if I am not interested in my future, but, truth be told, I couldn't be bothered. As long as I'm having fun, I don't care. I realize that it's a very childish way of thinking, but, I'm not quite ready to grow up yet. It feels as if someone has thrown me into something incomprehensible. I cannot at this point fathom what is going on around me. The bubble I use to live in has slowly decayed around the edges and exposed the world for what it is. I'm scared.
I play the role of a pacifist when it concerns my future because I do not want to make the wrong decisions, you could say perhaps, that I'm passing the blame and responsibility onto someone else. I guess I am. I've spent an exorbitant amount of time having fun, but, the time has come when a decision has to be made concerning my future, and, it could either be detrimental or beneficial towards it.
Well mina-san, I hope none of you have to go through decisions like these, they make you old before your time!
Since I love having fun and spending my money on frivolous things, I decided to scout for a nail art place, and guess what? I found one! 5 uru cookies for me! My eyes gleamed with excitement when I entered the store, I'm sure the shop lady thought I was ADHD because I had a manic expression on my face. I bought lace nail stickers, art nail decoration, nail polish, nail pens, rhinestones and fabric lace. In total it cost me R400, considering I bought other things as well it was a 50/50 bargain!

The light green bottle of nailpolish (the one on the right of the dark green) looks like this when you paint it on:
The quality of the nailpolish leaves much to be desired, but, I can't complain, after I took this piccu my index nail finger broke, I've been sufferring from brittle nails recently, so, my nails tend to break when they feel like it. Considering this country doesn't sell, well known nailpolish brands and when they do, they colours they market are absurd, so I can't complain. Pastel colours have caught my attention recently, so, when I saw these beauties I had to buy them. Pastel don't look garish and they look great in all seasons, so, they never lose their appeal or become outdated.
After my exquisite nai art spree, I had to replace my facial wash and everything else that accompanies it. Why you ask? Well, I was using Yardley's Oatmeal products because my skin is sensitive is to any type of perfume or fragrance. One day when I walked into my favourite beauty shop, I merrily walked to the beauty aisle or whatever it's called. I spotted my facial products and as I slowly tried to grasp the beauties, a nasty label lashed out at me, it read: "NEW AND IMPROVED!Now contains cranberry AND oatmeal" To this I immediately gasped and said "my oh my, sounds interesting" then lurking amongst the ingredients of cranberry extracts and vitamins, PERFUME! Yes, it read perfume, at first I thought someone was trying to be spiteful and at any minute they would jump out at me and say "I got you good!" but, to no avail, nobody jumped out at me, I then came to the conclusion that it must've been time for me to change my facial products, and, indeed I did. I settled on Placecols facial for combination skin, it contains no perfume and it's all natural.

Though it's all natural and alluring, it ripped my hello kitty purse out of my hand! It cost me R5oo! For three products it cost me THAT much! After I sulked and gathered the remnants of my hello kitty purse, I realized great skin comes with a price, and I needed great skin. So, at the end of the day I spent roughly R900. I of course had to hide everything, so nobody would suspect that I spent the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
When my mum came home, she was carrying gifts, my eyes immediately turned into saucers and shone with excitement. She gave me the honours of ripping open the fruitful delights. Someone had bought her a box of assorted Ferrero Roche and Belgium chocolate, atleast that's what I thought it was, take a look:
They were so yummy. They danced their way to my stomach. It might seem like I was enjoying myself thoroughly during my shopping sprees, but, I was writing exams during this time, exam stress sucks. Exams have ended now and winter school commences to torture me slowly, too bad I'm a sadist if I was a masochist I would have thouroughly enjoyed it. =p I have many more piccus, but, I'm too lazy to upload them now. ><>

Been Away too long~

Konnichiwa Mina-san!

Hai, this will be the shortest blog post I have done. My computer has unfortunately been taken away from me....due to the over-zealous and annoying brother I seem to inhabit a house with. He needs to find a other half soon ><. While his life is at a stand still his joyful and way too busy sister (mi) is...sorta having too much of a social life (ehehe). I love it. The boys at my school have been keeping mi too busy these days. Well my crush, eto, he is sorta a jerk? Well he basically told mi off inadvertently, well, he was being childish. BAKA!!!! Maybeh, he'll visit this blog and be like O.o WTH??? Yea, that's the impression I want him to get.
Anyway mina-san, please visit my nee-san's blog here: freakinghappy.blogspot.com
My life at this point, I don't really know what is going on. I originally had plans to go to university, but, they don't seem too enticing anymore. I feel as if I will miss a chunk of my life if I had to go to university. Right now, traveling to Korea, Japan and China seems more enticing. I want to take a gap year. I feel lost in a world that knows where it is going.
Hopefully this is just a phase I'm going through, but I've felt this way for far to long now. I don't want to fit into my parents ideals, I want to pack my bags and whisper a good-bye into my parents ears, and that will be the last they see of me.
Well I'll leave it at that, these next few months will determine what I want to do with my life.

Bai Bai Mina-san

I chu to: the sound of gym music =.=

The answer seems to prevail~

Konbanwa mina-san!

Hai, it seems I still cannot figure out my secret answer to that luscious secret question =.= It's frustrating. Hopefully I will remeber it soon....hopefully. On a lighter note I went shopping today! Hmm, the smell of clothing departments, it's inviting. Mina-san wants to see what I bought ne? =p Take a look:

For some reason this top reminds me of aoi's top that he wore during before I decay era =.=. Considering I'm a meer 1.57cm the top is somewhat long on me, abnormally long. I don't know what shoes will fit with the two dresses, considering I only wear pumps, maybe black pumps? Hai, after my enthralling shopping trip the family and I went to eat at Braza, it's a Portuguese/brazilian restaurant. They serve the most mouthwatering food, every time we eat there nostalgia washes itself over me.

I had this dish *points above* it's the restaurants speciality I think ehehe.

The family had this platter, which I ate from of course =.= okasa was sorta astonished that I ate that much because we had creme caramel after that as well =.=' but all in all, I enjoyed myself thoroughly. The wonderful shopping excursion was the epitome of happiness, all things fruitful and I'm sure it would be able to flourish without the help of water ehehe. I hope mina-san has a wonderful week ahead. Mine is going to be filled with the boyfriend, hard work at school, projects and my final dance with my entire grade. Sad, sad times are looming.

I chu to: f(x)-tomorrow

Bai Bai~

A nibble~

Konbanwa mina-san!

It is now approximately 8:25..my eyes are drooping and my sanity wears thin. *sigh* I can't seem to log into my facebook account *sob sob* for some reason it is requesting an answer to a secret question, that type of thing, and of course, I can't remember the answer. I'm smart ne? =p Sometimes I don't have all the luck *shakes head in disappointment*. I arrived from my hometown this morning, my heart wrenched in anger and anguish when I stepped on the plane, I didn't deserve to leave that beautiful place, filled with my most precious memories. I should post another poem ne? Hmm, I guess I'll do a poll on that, I want to see who actually reads my poetry =.= Well, I'm only in second term now and last year of school seems to be taunting me with it's hard work. I hate having to study almost every afternoon, and the fact that it is now compulsory to stay an hour after school doesn't make the situation any better, but I'll stay strong ^^.

Hai, that's all from me for now, hopefully

Bai Bai mina-san

A new year, a time for new beginnings

Kon-nichiwa mina-san

Gomen ne, I couldn't wish mina-san a prosperous and enjoyable year ahead. I was in my hometown and there's no internet there =.=. This will be my "last" post until sometime in November. It's my last year of high-school, oh the joy. I should be ecstatic that it is my last year but, my parents are putting me under pressure to give it my all this year. I'm a procrastinator so as a result I don't achieve what I am suppose to achieve in terms of academics. I've got piccu's for mina-san yay!!

Hai! This is my kawaii bag I bought while I was down there, it's kawaii ne?

Some piccu's of the luscious beach.

And, I had time to do my nails, I thought I wouldn't have the chance -.-

Same design as previous pic, just with red as the base coat. I prefer it in black, it stands out more and has more of an impact. 

I HAD to buy jewelery, I couldn't resist. I bought this bracelet at a store called claire's. Half price, that's what I call a bargain ^^v.

I bought this bracelet at the same store as the previous one. I really adore this one, it looks vintage, I love the vintage look. 

This is one of my creations, I'm crafty ne? :p

Well I went a bit book mad but, I love reading so, I'm feeding my addiction. I've started reading memoirs of a geisha it's intriguing to say the least. 

Otomen was an amusing read. It's about a boy who loves girly things, his mother begged him not to become a girly girl because his father left them to become a girl ><. So, the poor boy has to agenda's in school he is the cool and calm seme type but, at home he is the girly guy he longs to set free. Gomen ne my summary sucks I'm racing against time ><.

This is definitely a must read. This book revolves around a Chinese girl who goes to the UK to learn English. On her way she meets various interesting and quite strange people. *brain dies* ne, I can't think anymore, I just came back from my trip and I'm doing this entry teehee.

Anyway mina-san, next update will be some time in November. Ne, wish me luck for my finals and that I safely return from them :p.

I chu to: the sound of distant thunder

Sayonara~